a dream,
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ 10:01 PM
Yesterday night, I had a really beautiful dream. Beautiful not in the sense of flowery/ scenic/ prince charming/ colourful etc. Beautiful, because I dreamt of someone who used to be real close, someone whom I haven't seen in years. I was really happy in the dream, to be able to see her again and the mere comfort that she was leading a good life. Even though she seemed to be so cheerful, giving out small gifts to everyone and didn't really notice me, I was already satisfied :)
However, then reality set in which was when I woke up from this beautiful dream... It was 5.46am and it suddenly hit me that none of all those happened! I still don't have a single idea of her whereabouts/ wellbeing. This false hope was really disappointing. I cried and later on fell asleep again, awaking at 6.30am (for sch) with wet tears still in my eyes...
While I was preparing to go to sch, that dream was on my mind all the while. I prayed for her in my heart, that she would be living a good and happy life. I prayed that I would be able to see her again in future. I prayed she would come to know God, so that at least I can be assured that I would meet her in heaven... ...
PS: To those reading, pls don't ask anything bcos I don't like to bring it up. Thks (: