peace,
Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 11:19 PM
I was having lunch at McDonalds today when my sister called, saying that my grandfather's really ill and it might be his last day. Went home and dad fetched my family down to the hospital. Mum was alr @ the hospital. In the car, there was alot of things on my mind. Fortunately, all my grandparents are still alive. So I haven't really experienced any of my family members passing away. At the same time, there was this sense of dread in me, that I don't want changes. The thought of someone I know leaving forever is just so scary and alien. When I was in the car, it also struck me that when we come into this world we are naked, in the sense that we have/ own nothing. And we leave the world in the exact same way, there's nothing we can bring along when we die. I was reminded of Gideon's challenge on the 3rd night of UNSTOPPABLE camp. What we leave behind for others are memories, which may be good/ bad.
At the hospital, it was sad seeing my grandfather who had became so skinny. He used to come and visit with my grandmother once a week, but I was seldom at home. I'm not close to my grandfather. I didn't even know what to say to him when he was lying on that hospital bed, other than greeting him. I told myself that I wouldn't cry, but I just couldn't help feeling, sad. Just hope and pray that God would watch over him (-:
On the car ride back, I was still feeling rather upset and closed my eyes to rest. After awhile, I thought of happier things like Mike He in 恶魔在身边 and I really cheered up alot hahaha. Dropped by Ritz to get apple strudel then went home.
Hm on a happy note, 恶魔在身边 really rocks man. Fabulous show and hot/ chio lead actors Mike He/ Rainie Yang! :D Haha I finished 12 episodes in 2 days!